» over the top, @ Thursday, April 29, 2010
i told myself to cut myself off from the com for these few weeks, and obviously i couldnt/didnt. shit man, and im not even supposed to be posting. but anw, well. so...
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because i need to mug for tmr's CL paper 1. and mugging for compo + shiyongwen is not fun at all. and why is it that i bother to mug for it when most people in my class dont? argh. IT JUST SUCKS TO KNOW THAT IM MUGGING MY ASS OFF AND YET OTHERS WHO DO NOT MUG ARE SCORING SAME/HIGHER THAN ME. yes, i blame my class for being over-achievers. like overoveroveroverover-achievers. depressing. and jessie who's awesome and super smart thinks she's dumb. gosh. what am i then?
ok so anw, these few weeks are just plain crazy. history paper ytd. was okayish, slightly hard. except that i know i screwed up my source-based questions. gah. the other factual questions are okay, cos i just squeezed the whole pile of notes into my tiny head, you have no idea how hard it was mann.
and had marigolds quiz today. screw it. i minused like 2-3 marks alr? probably hell loads more. and noooo, i spelled hermaphrodite wrongly. i wrote the 'a' as a 'o'. crossed fingers ms lim will be lenient and mark me correct. oh the question was smth like that:
Beatrice called Mr Goodman a "Hebrew _____________". (blank is hermaphrodite)
i just went blank. but luckily i remembered in the nick of time. and all the questions were as random as that. like a small sentence in the whole freaking book.
but hey, i managed to rmb sucha cheeeeeem word okay ^^ and the quiz is just ... wow. ms lim says its easy. bullshit. i practically needed to memorise the whole book if i wanna score well for it. and everyone was complaining about how hard it was considering that the teachers just told us that we needed to read the book a few times. but still, i think i did okayish. thanks to last minute studying today.
hmmm so what else. uhhhh, math and geog blocks next week, joy. and once blocks are over, i still need to catch up with hell loads of SIAs, assignments, projects. like second chinese SIA, which i have not started on AT ALL. fml. and the time that ive been sleeping these days are just super late. gosh. there's never a slacking period. and wth is the dateline for scenario writing fpsp during the blocks period mann. screwscrewscrewscrew.
